{"id":89,"date":"2016-02-26T00:23:42","date_gmt":"2016-02-26T06:23:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/?p=89"},"modified":"2016-03-29T12:27:11","modified_gmt":"2016-03-29T17:27:11","slug":"every-new-beginning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/index.php\/2016\/02\/26\/every-new-beginning\/","title":{"rendered":"Every New Beginning&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tomorrow I close the chapter on my life at 2H. Strange to think I stumbled into that office nearly seven years ago without a clue as to where my life was headed. But, I suppose that&#8217;s exactly how all of us begin every day &#8211; unwittingly\u00a0perched on the edge of\u00a0what lies ahead.<\/p>\n<p><img data-attachment-id=\"90\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/index.php\/2016\/02\/26\/every-new-beginning\/final-9047\/#main\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?fit=4604%2C2927&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"4604,2927\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.8&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;Melody Stevenson&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;NIKON D7000&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1407489167&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;Melodic Views 2013&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;29&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;200&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.001&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Final-9047\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?fit=300%2C191&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?fit=1024%2C651&amp;ssl=1\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-90\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?resize=1170%2C744\" alt=\"Final-9047\" width=\"1170\" height=\"744\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?w=4604&amp;ssl=1 4604w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?resize=300%2C191&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?resize=768%2C488&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?resize=1024%2C651&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?w=2340 2340w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Final-9047.jpg?w=3510 3510w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1170px) 100vw, 1170px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It was the summer of 2009 and\u00a0I had been laid off a few months before my interview and desperation was setting in. So, I grasped at the long-shot\u00a0temp job which I doubted would last long at all. &#8216;Document controller?&#8217; I had never even heard of that, much less knew what the work entailed. \u00a0Little did I know this fateful accident\u00a0would lead to 2,446 days of friendship and discovery.<\/p>\n<p>It would take a much longer segment of writing to fully explain all the particulars of that proud\u00a0cult. But all the precise language I could string together would never quite capture the effortless identity and inclusion, the unspoken hierarchy, the automatic closeness, the cheerful\u00a0brainwashing, the irresistible niche, and the familiar warmth. Good intentions shadowing a hushed underbelly. A\u00a0spinning, happy chaos.<\/p>\n<p>If this truncated description seems conflicting, it only serves to hint at my own controversy. Even now, after many years &#8211; some golden, some dreary &#8211; it warrants contemplation and defies description. Only people who experienced\u00a0it first hand can ever truly\u00a0understand it.<\/p>\n<p>So, as the final hours dawn, I am left with\u00a0an acute appreciation for the things that have transpired in those tumultuous days, and a firm belief that these years have left their indelible mark on my\u00a0identity.<\/p>\n<p><img data-attachment-id=\"91\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/index.php\/2016\/02\/26\/every-new-beginning\/dsc_1044\/#main\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?fit=4288%2C2848&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"4288,2848\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;5.6&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;NIKON D90&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1382541302&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;200&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;640&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0025&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"DSC_1044\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?fit=300%2C199&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?fit=1024%2C680&amp;ssl=1\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-91\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?resize=1170%2C777\" alt=\"DSC_1044\" width=\"1170\" height=\"777\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?w=4288&amp;ssl=1 4288w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?resize=300%2C199&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?resize=768%2C510&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?resize=1024%2C680&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?w=2340 2340w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.homesweetroam.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/DSC_1044.jpg?w=3510 3510w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1170px) 100vw, 1170px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tomorrow I close the chapter on my life at 2H. Strange to think I stumbled into that office nearly seven years ago without a clue as to where my life was headed. But, I suppose that&#8217;s exactly how all of us begin every day &#8211; unwittingly\u00a0perched on the edge of\u00a0what lies ahead. 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